The Butterfly effect

A butterfly came yesterday to my balcony and it brought me many happy thoughts. First of all, spring is coming, Easter time and thn summer. My favorite seasons. I like Easter because everything in the air shouts that nature is blooming but at the same time there is a strange and sweet melancholy everywhere. And I was thinking, I always wanted to live in nature. I hate big cities, the noise, polution. I'm not a real city boy. I'd like to live on an island, enjoying walks to the sea or to a forest, cooking with natural products from my garden (or someone else's garden!), fishing and hunting. On the other hand, living this way by myself would be very lonely. I couldn't have beared to do that by myself. And I don't believe that many people think my way. Nobody would like to stay in a small village or in an island for a long time. I'm not against evolution and technology. I'd have my mac, my TV my dvd and the internet even to the smallest island. But the moment u turn off TV and u go out to the beach for a walk is magic. I wish someday I could live my dream with good company. But, isn't it strange that a tiny creature like a butterfly caused me all these thoughts in an instant? I don't know why I wrote about this. But lately I had lack of inspiration so Dr.M told me I should write everything I think. Even the silliest of my ideas. So here we are.